i've seen it make those around me happy, & i've seen it make those around me cry.
it makes me wonder, WDF is so special & so horrible about it.
I suppose itd be that amazing feeling you get when FINALLY someone cares & feels about you, the way you do them. To have that person call you, and text you, and just care at all that you exist. That that person takes time out of their day to talk to you, because you're important. Because for once, you MATTER to someone. Indescribable. yes, that's the way they make you feel. You're floating on cloud 9 & no one can burst your bubble...
& then, your bubble bursts. They stop calling. They stop textin. They FORGET. but you don't. You Wonder, & worry, & call, call until you can't anymore. it drives you CRAZY! like WDF?! what happened?
& then you cry, & cry, & cry hoping that maybe the tears can drown your sorrows; but the bastards float...
One day, you wake up, and you realize you don't need them, you're better off, and you don't care.... but then they call.. outta the blue, right when you think you're over them, you realize you're not. You're stuck in the circle and you're just not sure what to do. you try to leave, & forget but everytime you do, they come back, like they know. It sucks.
Eventually, you'll learn. And you WILL get over it. and you'll move on.
& then it happens again with someone new.. FANTASTIC! =D
fCk Love & all its trials & tribulations.
Man Bain lmao
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
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