Just a thought,

Words. They hurt more than one could imagine. Especially from those who supposedly care about us. I can't seem to understand why one person's words could impact me so greatly. Or cause me to feel the way that i do. One person. Can make me. Feel like complete. Shit. Like worthless. Like nothing. I hate that. I despise people having even just a little bit of control over my emotions. I try so hard to be strong and not let it bother me, but how could I? That one person is supposed to mean something to you, and you to them, but its just so difficult



On another note, I'm PISSED. How would you fell if you accidently stumbled upon a conversation between your significant other and his ex. Freakin AIM man, gets soo many people in trouble! Like are you fucking kidding me?! Now here's my dilemma, had I not seen that, i would have never known they talked, cuz I'm pretty sure he wasn't gonna tell me, which then leads me to believe, how many other times mite they have talked that i dont know about? I'm trying to give him the benefit of the doubt but uhh, if u were in my shoes what would u think? I know Damn well had it been me, he'd be pissed too. Its hard enough as it is to trust people nowadays, and I'm giving this person a part of me thats very easily hurt, now imbstarting to question the trust I put in him, and thats major. Idk I need time to think rite now...


C'est la vie,
Joselyn