Perhaps Thats the problem with us women. We expect too much from a creature driven only by self wants & needs. It is our mistake for thinking that, if only just once, they can be as thoughtful & conssiderate as we are. Maybe just once they'll think of us in a random moment & do something cute just because, with no other motive then to put a smile on our face. But then again, of course that's too much to ask for....
I simply want, for once, for him to go out of his way and do something nice the way I do for him. I'm not asking for a lot. I'm not even askin for him to spend money, but damn ,
Whatever, that's men, and more then likely, it aint gonna happen...
C'est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Saturday, April 24, 2010
I found this,
I have this thing where, when i'm in the moment, and i feel these things i can't explain, i write. And after my move, i was unpacking & i found this.. and it's crazy because reading it now, i know exactly why i wrote it. I know where i was coming from. Exactly what event took place to make me feel this way. I kind of wanted to share it, because it's so true.. even now..
"So complications arise. Problems ensue and stress is inevitable. We fight, we care, we waste our time, for what? Experiences? So later on in life we can be like, 'been there, done that!' But is it worth it? I honestly don't know. All i know is that no matter how much trouble i got in, i wouldnt trade it for the world. Life is about fucking up. Hooking up. Breaking up. Getting up. Dusting yourself off and laughing for being so stupid for falling in the first place. But laughs turn to tears as we realize that the fall, hurts. That when we get back up, the pain of the impact does not simply get dusted away with the rest of the dirt. The pain has left a mark, a scratch, a bruise, a scar. Wether we like it or not, the pain stays with us forever, in small bits, for the rest of our lives. we mask it, cover it, conceal it. Forget about it. But it's always there. Reminding us not to be stupid enough to fall again. But we do. And we just continue adding names to our list of dissapointments. Before we know it, the paper overflows and we're stuck picking up pieces once again. So dirty from falling so many times, that the dirt doesn't come out with a simple dusting. So we scrub and scrub trying to wash away the evidence. But we don't prevail.. "
Deep shit, huh?
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
"So complications arise. Problems ensue and stress is inevitable. We fight, we care, we waste our time, for what? Experiences? So later on in life we can be like, 'been there, done that!' But is it worth it? I honestly don't know. All i know is that no matter how much trouble i got in, i wouldnt trade it for the world. Life is about fucking up. Hooking up. Breaking up. Getting up. Dusting yourself off and laughing for being so stupid for falling in the first place. But laughs turn to tears as we realize that the fall, hurts. That when we get back up, the pain of the impact does not simply get dusted away with the rest of the dirt. The pain has left a mark, a scratch, a bruise, a scar. Wether we like it or not, the pain stays with us forever, in small bits, for the rest of our lives. we mask it, cover it, conceal it. Forget about it. But it's always there. Reminding us not to be stupid enough to fall again. But we do. And we just continue adding names to our list of dissapointments. Before we know it, the paper overflows and we're stuck picking up pieces once again. So dirty from falling so many times, that the dirt doesn't come out with a simple dusting. So we scrub and scrub trying to wash away the evidence. But we don't prevail.. "
Deep shit, huh?
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Confusion.
Soo, i've mentioned how undescribably happy i am with my boyfriend right? How absolutely amazing he is and how he makes me feel like im on cloud 9.
But here's my dilema,
i'm a realist. i don't believe things last forever. and i know high school romances are just that, immature and young and not very well thought out. Even those who think they love each other to hell and back don't make it. I know this all, i preached it hundreds of times to my friends who thought they were in love (with losers no less). But now, i'm in the situation. My heart tells me, this is real. This is love. This is what i've wanted for forever. This is the man who i want to be with. Maybe not for forever but for pretty damn close. I wanna experience life with him. I want it all. But then i snap back to reality. And my head is telling me to live in the moment cuz who knows how long the moments gonna last. But i don't wanna not be with him. I can't imagine myself being with any other man. I can't fathom someone else making me feel the way he makes me feel.
And he's also not a loser, like most girls date & end up leaving. He doesn't come with a track record, or drama, or lame friends, and he's not a player, and he appreciates me. He doesn't talk down to me, or ask anything of me other than give him some love back. I can appreciate that. He is truly the epitome of what i've ever wanted. I can't imagine him doing anything to ever hurt me and i'm afraid that he's so perfectly unperfect that i mite mess something up. that has to be my greatest fear, to hurt the person that i love over something stupid. or idk. But i would never wish to ruin or mess up anything that we have. I Cherish it greatly. I value every minute we spend together and i'm overcome with sadness and loneliness when he's gone.
I'm internally conflicted with the fact that as much as i want to say this is just some puppy love and everyone has a first love, and i'm gonna love someone else again and feel just as great, and heartache & growing up and blah blah blahhh, but at the same time, I DON't CARE. i want him. i wanna be with him. i don't ever want to lose him. Ever. I don't wanna love anyone else the way i love him. (and i suppose in a sense i won't but u catch my drift..) I want it to be me and him. And it's not like there aren't high school sweethearts, who actually stay together for like years and years and years and forever. lol
I don't freakin know. i guess i'm just gonna have to let things happen and see...
C`est la vie,
Joselyn
But here's my dilema,
i'm a realist. i don't believe things last forever. and i know high school romances are just that, immature and young and not very well thought out. Even those who think they love each other to hell and back don't make it. I know this all, i preached it hundreds of times to my friends who thought they were in love (with losers no less). But now, i'm in the situation. My heart tells me, this is real. This is love. This is what i've wanted for forever. This is the man who i want to be with. Maybe not for forever but for pretty damn close. I wanna experience life with him. I want it all. But then i snap back to reality. And my head is telling me to live in the moment cuz who knows how long the moments gonna last. But i don't wanna not be with him. I can't imagine myself being with any other man. I can't fathom someone else making me feel the way he makes me feel.
And he's also not a loser, like most girls date & end up leaving. He doesn't come with a track record, or drama, or lame friends, and he's not a player, and he appreciates me. He doesn't talk down to me, or ask anything of me other than give him some love back. I can appreciate that. He is truly the epitome of what i've ever wanted. I can't imagine him doing anything to ever hurt me and i'm afraid that he's so perfectly unperfect that i mite mess something up. that has to be my greatest fear, to hurt the person that i love over something stupid. or idk. But i would never wish to ruin or mess up anything that we have. I Cherish it greatly. I value every minute we spend together and i'm overcome with sadness and loneliness when he's gone.
I'm internally conflicted with the fact that as much as i want to say this is just some puppy love and everyone has a first love, and i'm gonna love someone else again and feel just as great, and heartache & growing up and blah blah blahhh, but at the same time, I DON't CARE. i want him. i wanna be with him. i don't ever want to lose him. Ever. I don't wanna love anyone else the way i love him. (and i suppose in a sense i won't but u catch my drift..) I want it to be me and him. And it's not like there aren't high school sweethearts, who actually stay together for like years and years and years and forever. lol
I don't freakin know. i guess i'm just gonna have to let things happen and see...
C`est la vie,
Joselyn
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
It's been awhile, so lets V E N T ..
Alrite, its been like, uhhh, 2 months and change since my last blog? that means i've got 2 months and change of BULLSHIT to blog about!
Buenooo, let's start with, i've lost someone that used to be very close to me. Not in death, just in being. Like it's crazy that it happened, and i still can't believe it. Something i never thought would happen, and here i am. In life though, some things are for the best i suppose. I just thought that since we're growing up, we'd mature, no? Like how are you gonna come at me with little kid shit? I'm sorry that having a boyfriend means i can't devote every hour of my day to you. I'm sorry you're job doesn't let us hang out. I'm sorry that you feel neglected when i've done nothing but try my best to make it work. And by no means am i trying to play victim. Ohhhhh Nooo, i refuse. I'm just pissed that it's all blamed on him. Because in all honesty he isn't the reason. This was bound to happen wether he was there or not. Ever since senior year started and things were different then they were last year. This was just the straw that broke the camels back. And sadly, as sad as i am to see it go, i'm not gonna bitch and whine about it. I'm not gonna punk out and apologize for things i had no control over. And for the record, anything that happens, is between me and her. No outside sources, no other shit. Our issues are our issues and we alone have to chose to either fix or leave them be. At this moment, i rather let them be. The situation is still fresh and if we aggitate it more, we're gonna end on bad terms. Well, worse i suppose. Like WDF?! how do you go from talking to someone everyday to not talking to them at all? Like can she not understand how much it hurts to not have her there anymore? The other day something hilarious happened that i wish i could tell her because she's the only person who would have found it funny. Because she knows me. Because we've been through enough bullshit and drama and boys and drama and bullshit. Because i love her like a sister. And seriously, its like my sister went away to another country; But i still see her everyday. We just choose not to associate. WDF?! I hate to admit it, but i do miss her. As much as she was a pain in my ass sometimes, she knows me the best. I ask her things about me because i forget. We've had countless adventures. Fun ass times. There's so many things i can't talk to anyone else about because they don't know. Getting a new bestfriend is hard. Can i have mine back? I suppose not...
But anyways, On a lighter note... I think it's safe to say...
Im in L O V E. Yes, the cheezy, cute, young type love. And trust me on this, i'm a realist, and i disgust myself because i've become the epitome of what i hated. Ughh. I never belived in love or all that bullshit. Guys are all the same right? WRONG. and that's not a biased opinion ; Honestly. I've found someone who never ceases to amaze me (in the good way) and just makes me feel amazing. I've never had someone show me so much affection and love and care. And it's GENUINE. He asks for nothing. Just for me to simply be there. And maybe sometimes show him a little love back. (but only sometimes ; ) Someone who whenever i need something, i can call. Someone who goes out of his way to please me. (stop thinking dirty!) Now here comes the corniest/cheeeziest part of it all; you know how you read or hear about that when you find "the one" or some bullshit or other, that you know because of the first kiss ; there's a 'spark' or like fireworks. And you're tummy does a little flip. And you melt inside because you know. That maybe not forever, but for right now, this is where you're supposed to be. With this one person. Enveloped in their arms. And maybe just maybe, for that second, it's the perfect moment. And you wanna live it over and over again. But then you realize you can, because this amazing person in front of you, isn't going anywhere. At least not any time soon.. I used to believe that was BULLLLSHIITTTTTT. Something made up by like Hollywood or something to idolize love when it was just crap. Well... Guess WHAT?! .....I FELT THE SPARK! ughh! It made me mad because not only was i proved wrong, but then i felt all cheezy and whatnot because i did. And truly and honestly, ever since that moment, i can't get enough of him. We see eachother every damn day and i still miss his ass when he leaves. Like earlier today, we were laying on my bed, watching Diary of a Mad Black Woman, and he was tired and sore from practice so he was napping (and i tried to too, but the movie was distracting me) and i just looked at him and thought, Wow, i really am lucky.. (*gag* lmao) i know, i know, I hate sounding corny and cliche, but what the hell, its true! Well anyways, point is, after he left for practice, i missed him. Ridiculously. And i couldn't understand why. This person who i haven't even known for that long has captivated me. Brought me to a place i never dreamed i would be. He awakened apart of me i never knew existed. I never thought i could care so much for someone else. It's refreshing. I can't begin to explain how he makes me feel. But that's maybe some other time..
C`est la vie
Joselyn<3
Buenooo, let's start with, i've lost someone that used to be very close to me. Not in death, just in being. Like it's crazy that it happened, and i still can't believe it. Something i never thought would happen, and here i am. In life though, some things are for the best i suppose. I just thought that since we're growing up, we'd mature, no? Like how are you gonna come at me with little kid shit? I'm sorry that having a boyfriend means i can't devote every hour of my day to you. I'm sorry you're job doesn't let us hang out. I'm sorry that you feel neglected when i've done nothing but try my best to make it work. And by no means am i trying to play victim. Ohhhhh Nooo, i refuse. I'm just pissed that it's all blamed on him. Because in all honesty he isn't the reason. This was bound to happen wether he was there or not. Ever since senior year started and things were different then they were last year. This was just the straw that broke the camels back. And sadly, as sad as i am to see it go, i'm not gonna bitch and whine about it. I'm not gonna punk out and apologize for things i had no control over. And for the record, anything that happens, is between me and her. No outside sources, no other shit. Our issues are our issues and we alone have to chose to either fix or leave them be. At this moment, i rather let them be. The situation is still fresh and if we aggitate it more, we're gonna end on bad terms. Well, worse i suppose. Like WDF?! how do you go from talking to someone everyday to not talking to them at all? Like can she not understand how much it hurts to not have her there anymore? The other day something hilarious happened that i wish i could tell her because she's the only person who would have found it funny. Because she knows me. Because we've been through enough bullshit and drama and boys and drama and bullshit. Because i love her like a sister. And seriously, its like my sister went away to another country; But i still see her everyday. We just choose not to associate. WDF?! I hate to admit it, but i do miss her. As much as she was a pain in my ass sometimes, she knows me the best. I ask her things about me because i forget. We've had countless adventures. Fun ass times. There's so many things i can't talk to anyone else about because they don't know. Getting a new bestfriend is hard. Can i have mine back? I suppose not...
But anyways, On a lighter note... I think it's safe to say...
Im in L O V E. Yes, the cheezy, cute, young type love. And trust me on this, i'm a realist, and i disgust myself because i've become the epitome of what i hated. Ughh. I never belived in love or all that bullshit. Guys are all the same right? WRONG. and that's not a biased opinion ; Honestly. I've found someone who never ceases to amaze me (in the good way) and just makes me feel amazing. I've never had someone show me so much affection and love and care. And it's GENUINE. He asks for nothing. Just for me to simply be there. And maybe sometimes show him a little love back. (but only sometimes ; ) Someone who whenever i need something, i can call. Someone who goes out of his way to please me. (stop thinking dirty!) Now here comes the corniest/cheeeziest part of it all; you know how you read or hear about that when you find "the one" or some bullshit or other, that you know because of the first kiss ; there's a 'spark' or like fireworks. And you're tummy does a little flip. And you melt inside because you know. That maybe not forever, but for right now, this is where you're supposed to be. With this one person. Enveloped in their arms. And maybe just maybe, for that second, it's the perfect moment. And you wanna live it over and over again. But then you realize you can, because this amazing person in front of you, isn't going anywhere. At least not any time soon.. I used to believe that was BULLLLSHIITTTTTT. Something made up by like Hollywood or something to idolize love when it was just crap. Well... Guess WHAT?! .....I FELT THE SPARK! ughh! It made me mad because not only was i proved wrong, but then i felt all cheezy and whatnot because i did. And truly and honestly, ever since that moment, i can't get enough of him. We see eachother every damn day and i still miss his ass when he leaves. Like earlier today, we were laying on my bed, watching Diary of a Mad Black Woman, and he was tired and sore from practice so he was napping (and i tried to too, but the movie was distracting me) and i just looked at him and thought, Wow, i really am lucky.. (*gag* lmao) i know, i know, I hate sounding corny and cliche, but what the hell, its true! Well anyways, point is, after he left for practice, i missed him. Ridiculously. And i couldn't understand why. This person who i haven't even known for that long has captivated me. Brought me to a place i never dreamed i would be. He awakened apart of me i never knew existed. I never thought i could care so much for someone else. It's refreshing. I can't begin to explain how he makes me feel. But that's maybe some other time..
C`est la vie
Joselyn<3
Thursday, November 19, 2009
New Moon
OMG. so New Moon comes out tonite. and i'm going! lol w my momma. We're off to go see it in like half an hour. Then i'll come home, SLEEP. and school in the AM ( =
I'll be satisfied so long as its better than the first.
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
I'll be satisfied so long as its better than the first.
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Homecoming Weekend
So this week was Spirit Week/ PepRally/ Tailgating/ Homecoming Game/ Homecoming!!
& it was pretty damn fun. Spirit week was a lil wack, but between Fri & Sat, i had a blastt.
Oh my goodness, its COLD outside ( : isn't it awesomee. Even though its only staying till like tomoro, its still nice & refreshing to have actual Fall weather for a change.
Well, its Sunday, & i got stuffs to do,
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
& it was pretty damn fun. Spirit week was a lil wack, but between Fri & Sat, i had a blastt.
Oh my goodness, its COLD outside ( : isn't it awesomee. Even though its only staying till like tomoro, its still nice & refreshing to have actual Fall weather for a change.
Well, its Sunday, & i got stuffs to do,
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Pool Partayyy !
Yay! Todays basically a skip day, & im off to Soncha's Pool Party ina bit. Ahh, s0 these passing weeks have been marvelous to say the least.
For starters, I got a boyfrandd ( :
Wich is a WOAH moment, cuz yu see, i usually don't do those. lol I'm too pickyy, and i don't settle for jus anything. But he met my expectations & then somee, so i'm muyy happy ( :
Being a SEN10r is crazyy. too much shit to pay for, ugh. But so far, spirit week has been cool. Fri is tailgaiting & homecoming game. Lets hope our sucky ass team actually wins one. lol Oh & friday is Homecoming ! =D Should be a blassttttt. Then after parties, woot wooott.
Aventura Concert dec.18 ! ahh i can't wait. Me & Steph are like counting the days, 64 to be exact. That nite is gonna be awesomeeee. Then the next day is a surprise event ( ; muaahhahaha lol
Anywhoo, i'm off to the partayy
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Btw, C`est la vie means 'Such is life'
lol
For starters, I got a boyfrandd ( :
Wich is a WOAH moment, cuz yu see, i usually don't do those. lol I'm too pickyy, and i don't settle for jus anything. But he met my expectations & then somee, so i'm muyy happy ( :
Being a SEN10r is crazyy. too much shit to pay for, ugh. But so far, spirit week has been cool. Fri is tailgaiting & homecoming game. Lets hope our sucky ass team actually wins one. lol Oh & friday is Homecoming ! =D Should be a blassttttt. Then after parties, woot wooott.
Aventura Concert dec.18 ! ahh i can't wait. Me & Steph are like counting the days, 64 to be exact. That nite is gonna be awesomeeee. Then the next day is a surprise event ( ; muaahhahaha lol
Anywhoo, i'm off to the partayy
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Btw, C`est la vie means 'Such is life'
lol
Friday, September 25, 2009
Skipper !
lol yess, i know i'm supposed to be in school, but i have an appointment, so booyaahhh ! that's my excuse ( :
Well, its been quite some time since my last update, and i have to say, its been a grip. I've lost friends, made friends, realized things, and became vaguely aware of how awesome things can be if you just let them happen.
Now lemme elaborate, losing friends, in any case, sucks. Especially when you thought it was someone who's friendship would last for a very long time. Worse still, is when you and that person lose your friendship over a broad. Yes, a female. A female that dislikes me, and well, apparently, the power of pussy is more than i thought. So sad it had to go, but watever. Anyone willing to let me go over that, was never a real friend to begin with.
New friends! Hmm, It's fun meeting new people, totally by coincedent, huh ? fun indeeed ! We'll leave it at, im glad i meet this new person, they're pretty Amazing ( :
Old friends, thank you for always being there for me. You're beyond wonderful, and i cherish you deeply <33
Food for thought,
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<33
Well, its been quite some time since my last update, and i have to say, its been a grip. I've lost friends, made friends, realized things, and became vaguely aware of how awesome things can be if you just let them happen.
Now lemme elaborate, losing friends, in any case, sucks. Especially when you thought it was someone who's friendship would last for a very long time. Worse still, is when you and that person lose your friendship over a broad. Yes, a female. A female that dislikes me, and well, apparently, the power of pussy is more than i thought. So sad it had to go, but watever. Anyone willing to let me go over that, was never a real friend to begin with.
New friends! Hmm, It's fun meeting new people, totally by coincedent, huh ? fun indeeed ! We'll leave it at, im glad i meet this new person, they're pretty Amazing ( :
Old friends, thank you for always being there for me. You're beyond wonderful, and i cherish you deeply <33
Food for thought,
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<33
Friday, September 11, 2009
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WOAh, lifes funny. crazy. beautiful. short.
Don't let dum shit (i.e Broads, Dudes, Haters, ) ruin your day !
They wanna be pathetic, let them be, isn't it funny?
So just laugh, enojy yourself, let it be.
Nothing lasts forever & its better to be Blissfully unaware, then Ignorant & stupid ( ;
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Don't let dum shit (i.e Broads, Dudes, Haters, ) ruin your day !
They wanna be pathetic, let them be, isn't it funny?
So just laugh, enojy yourself, let it be.
Nothing lasts forever & its better to be Blissfully unaware, then Ignorant & stupid ( ;
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Que dia ..
WHAT THE FUCK ?!
so today was like WOah. A female who (shall remain nameless) decided to start something for a matter she is quite unclear on. I'm thinkin the matter had to do with her believing my aim said something regaurding her boyfriend, which so happens to be my ex. Funny thing is, what my aim said, had A B S O L U T E L Y N O T H I N G to do with her boyfriend, or anything remotely close to what she thought. It was actually a simple song, and a funny part of that song. If you thought that was funny, i find this part hilarious ; now why in the world would she be looking at my aim? Clearly, we are not friends, and i cud care less as to what she chooses to say on her aim, so now why would she give a fuck at all about what mines says? & to honestly think i would waste my time discussing her (low-life, pathetic) boyfriend, she must be just a tad crazy? Now woman are indeed territorial, and if she, at all, feels threatned by me, i understand, but she has ABSOLUTELY no reason to. I care not for her (low-life, pathetic) boyfriend, and i honestly could give a fuck-less what he does with himself or his life. I must admit, as a fellow woman, i know that when you snoop, you're indeed expecting to find something ; (but why snoop if you don't have doubts?) So why is it that when we do find it, we're totally shocked and in awe? I say, expect to find what you're looking for, or don't look at all. Again, funny to me how all that was twisted into what concurred. I choose not to describe what happened, or call her names because that is very much beneath me. She's a woman, and i understand (somewhat) where's she's coming from, but, she's going about it all wrong. I'm sorry for her insecurities, but that's not my problem, and i refuse to dirty my hands with garbage.
'Nuff said.
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<33
so today was like WOah. A female who (shall remain nameless) decided to start something for a matter she is quite unclear on. I'm thinkin the matter had to do with her believing my aim said something regaurding her boyfriend, which so happens to be my ex. Funny thing is, what my aim said, had A B S O L U T E L Y N O T H I N G to do with her boyfriend, or anything remotely close to what she thought. It was actually a simple song, and a funny part of that song. If you thought that was funny, i find this part hilarious ; now why in the world would she be looking at my aim? Clearly, we are not friends, and i cud care less as to what she chooses to say on her aim, so now why would she give a fuck at all about what mines says? & to honestly think i would waste my time discussing her (low-life, pathetic) boyfriend, she must be just a tad crazy? Now woman are indeed territorial, and if she, at all, feels threatned by me, i understand, but she has ABSOLUTELY no reason to. I care not for her (low-life, pathetic) boyfriend, and i honestly could give a fuck-less what he does with himself or his life. I must admit, as a fellow woman, i know that when you snoop, you're indeed expecting to find something ; (but why snoop if you don't have doubts?) So why is it that when we do find it, we're totally shocked and in awe? I say, expect to find what you're looking for, or don't look at all. Again, funny to me how all that was twisted into what concurred. I choose not to describe what happened, or call her names because that is very much beneath me. She's a woman, and i understand (somewhat) where's she's coming from, but, she's going about it all wrong. I'm sorry for her insecurities, but that's not my problem, and i refuse to dirty my hands with garbage.
'Nuff said.
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<33
Saturday, August 29, 2009
forever and a day ..
yes its been FOREVER since i've last blogged, but what can i say, i've been super deee duperr busy. Back to business tho ;
School started monday -__- & its officially B L O W S. Dnt see my bestie all day, totally have a difft lunch, only 5 min passing, 7 classes & teachers who alredy give hw (Fck Cornell notes, btw lmao) ?! FML. If i wasn't so excited it was senior year, id have a kanipshit (although i did have a mini one anyways. lol) Privelages are coming soon, so i wont be eating shitty school food for much longer! =D
Work is, in fact, work. Rare that i'm needed, but hey, some money is better than no money. Speaking of wich, my happyass got paid yesterday. woo-freaking-hoo. Lets try to actually save this check ;
Guess who's birthday is Thursday? yes, MINESSSSSSSSSSS! =D I turn the wonderful age of 17 (: I'm thinking of a nice little dinner with my friends at like chilli's or something. I hate that nicole won't be attending ='( but duty calls, and she's on that paperchase mayneee. I'm proud of her (:
Woops, one more thing, i made a mini maybe boo-boo yest. Maybe? cnt say what, but hmph. Shit happens i guess?
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
School started monday -__- & its officially B L O W S. Dnt see my bestie all day, totally have a difft lunch, only 5 min passing, 7 classes & teachers who alredy give hw (Fck Cornell notes, btw lmao) ?! FML. If i wasn't so excited it was senior year, id have a kanipshit (although i did have a mini one anyways. lol) Privelages are coming soon, so i wont be eating shitty school food for much longer! =D
Work is, in fact, work. Rare that i'm needed, but hey, some money is better than no money. Speaking of wich, my happyass got paid yesterday. woo-freaking-hoo. Lets try to actually save this check ;
Guess who's birthday is Thursday? yes, MINESSSSSSSSSSS! =D I turn the wonderful age of 17 (: I'm thinking of a nice little dinner with my friends at like chilli's or something. I hate that nicole won't be attending ='( but duty calls, and she's on that paperchase mayneee. I'm proud of her (:
Woops, one more thing, i made a mini maybe boo-boo yest. Maybe? cnt say what, but hmph. Shit happens i guess?
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Sunday, July 26, 2009
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As bad as it sounds/seeems, why does it make us feel so qood when that one person who's hurt us, gets hurt? i kinda feel bad, but then i DON'T. Karma's a bitch, & revenqe is Sweeeeeeet ! Sweeter than sweet, in fact. like brownies w/ milk almost. Ohdeee. lol Pero asi es la vida. y BUENO que le pasa por ser cabron (:
It's approximately 1:24 a.m & im bored as fuhh, up, talkinq to my cuz Robert. lol we have like NO lives. wdf?! oh myy, so Sat. is Lucy's bbyshower! super xcited for that. & then home the 3rd.
ohh the drama that's qonna come with that -_______________- FML.
But i'm ina great mood cuz of ^^ those thnqs. & ima TRY to get to sleeep. lol
i found this quote by Bob Marley, & i love it,
"u may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? Shes not perfect, you arent either, the 2 of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, admit to being human & making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break; her heart. So don’t hurt her, dont change her, dont analyze, and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.” -Bob Marley
ponder that..
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
It's approximately 1:24 a.m & im bored as fuhh, up, talkinq to my cuz Robert. lol we have like NO lives. wdf?! oh myy, so Sat. is Lucy's bbyshower! super xcited for that. & then home the 3rd.
ohh the drama that's qonna come with that -_______________- FML.
But i'm ina great mood cuz of ^^ those thnqs. & ima TRY to get to sleeep. lol
i found this quote by Bob Marley, & i love it,
"u may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? Shes not perfect, you arent either, the 2 of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, admit to being human & making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break; her heart. So don’t hurt her, dont change her, dont analyze, and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.” -Bob Marley
ponder that..
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Consejos..
never. ever. EVER. worry about what other people think. When shit hits the fan, all them lil so-called chamaquitos that u called friends, are q o n e ! Depend only on yourself. Be motivated soley for your own advancement. Sometimes in life it is necessary to be arrogant. Put yourself in front of EVERYONE else. YOU are who is most important to yourself. Never forget that. The minute you put someone before yourself, they become all your life revolves around. They eat your mind, Cause you to lose focus. The actions, and occurances of those around you mean nothinq. It is YOUR actions and occurances that will affect you later on in life...
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Hmm,
Today was FUN. Slept over Yari's lastnite, laughed all day, then robert came over, we did the ill walk to the plaza ona mission to get her a plain white shirt, dique que 10 minutes? YEA RITE! lmaoo.
Then we all gotready SEXY! to go to the movies. Ahh, it was a blast. Went to the gap, took a million pics, bought earrings in claire's & saw 'The Proposal' it was super cuteee.
All in all, it was a goodtime. Tomoro we shud be going to some lake, cuz my dads bday is monday. but we'll see.
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Then we all got
All in all, it was a goodtime. Tomoro we shud be going to some lake, cuz my dads bday is monday. but we'll see.
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Have i ever told you...
... how much i love shopping? Indeeeeeed! It's a damn addiction. lol today i went to the mall with my stepmommerz, 50 bucks in hand, and came out with an Abercrombie zipper hoodie & a sexyyyyy bag from pacsun (: i even had $4 change! lmao. i think i did goood.
Ever feel like you miss a friend, who's no longer a friend, even though you really shouldn't miss that friend, cuz its that friends fault that ur not friends (ok so it was yer fault a lil too, but SHH!) ? AHH! its quite annoying. but indeeed, friends are missable, as they should be...
Hmph, but wadever, shit happens i guess.
On a lighter note, TRUE BLOOD! lol omfg im hooked. & now i got Nicole hooked too. Ive alredy seen all of Season 2, so now im working on Season 1, so i'm all caught up and watnot. lol
And then im gonna have a Boy Meets World Marathon, yes all 7 seasons. Cuz thats on my to-do list, lol. & then idk wat.
&&&! Tomoro nite im spendin with my love, Yari (: We're heading out & doing IDK wat yet, but shud be loads of funfunfun<33>C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Ever feel like you miss a friend, who's no longer a friend, even though you really shouldn't miss that friend, cuz its that friends fault that ur not friends (ok so it was yer fault a lil too, but SHH!) ? AHH! its quite annoying. but indeeed, friends are missable, as they should be...
Hmph, but wadever, shit happens i guess.
On a lighter note, TRUE BLOOD! lol omfg im hooked. & now i got Nicole hooked too. Ive alredy seen all of Season 2, so now im working on Season 1, so i'm all caught up and watnot. lol
And then im gonna have a Boy Meets World Marathon, yes all 7 seasons. Cuz thats on my to-do list, lol. & then idk wat.
&&&! Tomoro nite im spendin with my love, Yari (: We're heading out & doing IDK wat yet, but shud be loads of funfunfun<33>C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Bite me betch
So i'm eating the yummy dinner my stepmomma made (Rice & Chilli & tostones) & my tostone was shaped like a dog!! look>>
Anywhoo, i'm watching America's Funniest Home Videos w my stepmomma & daddy.
boutta go bathee & put my pj's on. (:
Congrats to Nicole she's going to NY ! =D
FML of the Moment
Today, I had a big party that left my house really messy. I spent hours cleaning the house until it was spotless. When my parents got home, my dad said "Did you have fun at the party?" and I said, "How'd you know?" and he replied "You hate cleaning and the house was filthy when we left". FML
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Anywhoo, i'm watching America's Funniest Home Videos w my stepmomma & daddy.
boutta go bathee & put my pj's on. (:
Congrats to Nicole she's going to NY ! =D
FML of the Moment
Today, I had a big party that left my house really messy. I spent hours cleaning the house until it was spotless. When my parents got home, my dad said "Did you have fun at the party?" and I said, "How'd you know?" and he replied "You hate cleaning and the house was filthy when we left". FML
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
FAIL!
LMAO, this website is HISTERICAL!
look>>
Today was fun. Chilled in Providence, chilled w/ cuzins. Saw our old buddies the Lawtown Ryderz! took the ill ride & scoped out some cutiesss (:
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
look>>
Today was fun. Chilled in Providence, chilled w/ cuzins. Saw our old buddies the Lawtown Ryderz! took the ill ride & scoped out some cutiesss (:
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
Monday, July 13, 2009
lala<3
Sooo i'm BORED!
today consisted of doing nothing interesting and laughing with this zoo of children. lmao There's 2 3yr olds, 2 11 yr olds, an 8 yr old, and me. wdf!?
On another note, after i go back w my daddy, ima be a driv-a-holic. lol (:
today consisted of doing nothing interesting and laughing with this zoo of children. lmao There's 2 3yr olds, 2 11 yr olds, an 8 yr old, and me. wdf!?
On another note, after i go back w my daddy, ima be a driv-a-holic. lol (:
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Greetings From Massachusetts !
Soo i woke up this morning at 4(-_-) Left at 5, and got to the airport by 6.
I saw ' I love you, man ' on the flight, whih was freakin HISTERICAL! & then i fell asleep. lol
Ate some Big & Greasyy (: and am now chillen wid my stepmomma. She's such a pretty prego. Mom dukes is gonna pick me up ina bit & ima stay wid her for a day or soo.
I'm glad im here though. Should be a blast.
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
I saw ' I love you, man ' on the flight, whih was freakin HISTERICAL! & then i fell asleep. lol
Ate some Big & Greasyy (: and am now chillen wid my stepmomma. She's such a pretty prego. Mom dukes is gonna pick me up ina bit & ima stay wid her for a day or soo.
I'm glad im here though. Should be a blast.
C`est la vie,
Joselyn<3
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